This past few weeks hasn’t been pleasant for me. I have been feeling uninspired, uninterested, lost and unbothered by things happening around me. But I have decided to pick myself up, to stop feeling sorry for myself as it doesn’t help anything at all. I have decided to love myself more as I am all I got right now.
I thought this year was going to be great for me, I had big plans and started working on them. But it hasn’t really worked out like I thought it would and for a while now I have been moody.
I’m tired of feeling this way and have decided to love myself more. I’m blessed to have friends around me who have shown me nothing but love since the start of the year. Those that have encouraged me not to give up even though things have been slow and it looks like nothing good is coming my way.
From now on I would think positive thoughts and find things to do that would make me happy like writing songs, drawing once again which I haven’t done in a long time now. As well as reading books and trying to take myself out anytime I get money.
I shouldn’t give up on life just because things are not working out the way I would have loved it to be. I need to love myself more so now than ever before and not give up just yet. I believe this year won’t end without me having a victory story to tell and I need to be more positive even in the face of uncertainty.
I hope to write more often now than before. My next post would be tomorrow ✌
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